i could hear the clicking through the crowd the rings fitting together as a fist closed it took me down down the stairs. an orphans hand. an old mattress, warm from years of sleeping bodies i slept like the dead, fitting so in it's passive history. gently erasing. i woke with nothing in a nest of monsters no mirror to tell a face no name to remember counting my bloody teeth the brutal ring the pirates ring the wedding ring the fools ring grace can be smoke or mountain